Saturday, December 14, 2013

Two days in a row whoohoo. Not that anyone reads my blog lol. Still filling in the past year before it ends. I had two losses is my life. My best friend passed away January 8th and it was so devastating to me. She had been sick for awhile but no one thought she would die she was only 45! Then in April of this year my step father passed away. Over the past two years he was fighting cancer and I did all I could to make those years as good as it could be. My mom took good care of him and it broke her down. Now we face the holidays without him and some other family member isn't treating her well. She is depressed enough and this is not what she needs. We don't live close by and it is a 45 minute drive there and I wish I was able to go there more and take her out of the the situation. I'm trying to be in the spirit of Christmas but it's hard. Doing something nice for others makes me feel good so that is what I'm doing. Have a good weekend all. Getting buried by snow the past 4 days and it's still going!!

Friday, December 13, 2013

Hello all a lot has changed since I last posted. I have a grandson who will be 7 months on Christmas. They live with me and it's great and bad at the same time. I'm the built in babysitter and I don't have much time to myself but he is so sweet that it doesn't bother me as much as it should. There are times I'd love to run away because it's all so overwhelming and I need space and time for me. Well all I can do is try to get through it all and enjoy the blessings. Take care all